guys - try this one out on your ex

I wrote this to you in a mood not
lively, of course when trust is
betrayed the first and second, and
the person you believe has your back
stabs you, hurting you with events
that happened in the past, and takes
pleasure in acts that one is almost
forced to think if the love was worth
it…
Its been said words hurt more than
actions, I know, but there are times
when infact you wish you can hate
me forever, but then you remember
the interesting moments we had
together, you almost miss them, but
the hurt remains and covers the
good memories.
I do not say I deserve forgiveness,
nor am I worth compassion, but its
been a hard time for me trying to
forget you. It just doesn’t feel right
being with another. Your words of
comfort and encouragement keeps
flashing through my mind, your
smile and laugh keeps playing in my
head, I can’t forget that, nor can I
forget your gorgeous style.
All our time together, I always told
you, you are incomparable, never
have I felt like this with a woman..
Touching the deepest of my mind,
love exploited to its fullest, could not
but control me. Swallowing all pride,
I come to my knees and beg you to
ignite the love you once had, your
love still fresh in my mind, I cannot
but bear the consequence of my
actions..
My queen, another opportunity is all
I ask for… I have missed you!