letter from d heart

Kelvin,

I have been doin a lot of thinkin lately and it hit M̶̲̥̅Ε̲̣̣̣̥‎​. I watched how our chats and talks became monosyllabic in nature and I wonder wat happened. I remember how  U̶̲̥̅̊  wake M̶̲̥̅Ε̲̣̣̣̥‎​ up most mrngs with a word of encouragement and how to make my day worthwhile. Still wonderin where all of dat went.  U̶̲̥̅̊  know, considerin where am comin frm and how I got here, it amazes even myself how so much strength is still available to M̶̲̥̅Ε̲̣̣̣̥‎​.

D road to recovery is suppose to be slow and taken with caution knowin dat healin is gradual and dia r no short cuts to dealin with real life issues but I guess I took d fast lane and dat has landed M̶̲̥̅Ε̲̣̣̣̥‎​ here now. So  @ dis point am takin a u-turn and startin all over again.

Everytin I  have done in dis few months dat I met  U̶̲̥̅̊,  was done out of a sincere hrt.
Hearing  U̶̲̥̅̊  say all  U̶̲̥̅̊  have said overtime will go a long way for M̶̲̥̅Ε̲̣̣̣̥‎​. Kelvin, Its rare to find dat in dis present time and age.

Its obvious dat I got dia before  U̶̲̥̅̊  did and dat has put  U̶̲̥̅̊  huge steps back but I understand.  U̶̲̥̅̊  know I believe  U̶̲̥̅̊  wen  U̶̲̥̅̊  said "God doesn't show us d future cos he wants us to depend on Him today!" Dis much is true Kelvin.
 @ dis point I must say dat am sorry if anytin I said is offensive to  U̶̲̥̅̊ . Dats not d aim of dis mail.

I  L♥√ع  U̶̲̥̅̊  Kelvin and am not even afraid to say it but Its obvious  U̶̲̥̅̊  don't feel d same way. Cnt force  U̶̲̥̅̊  to be with M̶̲̥̅Ε̲̣̣̣̥‎​. Maybe am J̲̥̅̊u̶̲̥̅̊s̶̲̥̅̊t̲̥̅̊ tired of actin like everytin is Oººkªªªy wen its so obvious dat tins have changed btwn us.

 @ dis point in my life, I will J̲̥̅̊u̶̲̥̅̊s̶̲̥̅̊t̲̥̅̊ wait trusting d Father to fulfil His Will upon my life.

Pls takia of urself and have a pleasant nite rest.
Annie......

***yet he still let her walk away. was it too much for him to handle??****