I NEED HELP BEFORE I COMMIT SUICIDE

pls help me to post this before I commit suicide:
My name is Patricia, I got married at d age of 20 and I had my first child a girl at the age of 21 through CS. After my first child i couldnt conceive again, i went to hospital and i was told that am suffering from blocking of fallopian tubes and also not ovulating well...i had been to hospitals and churches, yet no solution.
I decided to give my daughter the best of education, i luv my daughter so much. She was very beautiful, tall, full of life, always smiling at me.visit www.olokunbolablessing.blogspot.com for details